I want to kill myself...?

Question

Selfish... i don't believe in the word... I'm 17 years old, visually impaired ( can't see through my right eye) failing my grade twelve, can't ever drive, have no real friends to listen to my problems, my family is so disappointed in me they don't talk to me, and recently i found out this girl really liked me and i messed up my chance by canceling our date and ignoring her for almost all the night, for reasons unknown, i apologized and now i think shes tired of seeing my name in her inbox in her cell.. i just don't see anything going well in a long time and i'm a very impatient person, i just want to figure out a way to kill myself. YES I KNOW IT'S A SELFISH ACT, and yes my family and "friends" will miss me blah bah blah... whatever i don't care about them and what they think of me... i don't care whats on the other side, i just want to leave this horrible life.. so tell me whats a fun way of suicide?

Answer 1

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honey, i don't think anyone is really going to tell you how to kill yourself. no one wants anyone to do that to themselves. i know you don't wanna be lectured and i won't yell at you or anything, but life has it's ups and downs. you're juss having a down right now. it's ohkay. everything will be ohkay. take your weakness and make it your strongness for lack of better word. it's a little late and i can't think too well, but i saw this question and i can't juss leave you with no answer, with no input. i'd feel terrible if i didn't try to help. i don't really think it's selfish for someone to kill themselves, and i'm not here to judge you or make fun of you or lecture or yell at you. but i'm not saying suicide is ohkay or ever the answer to anything. but i do think suicide is a sign of weakness. dear, i know how you feel, been there. felt how you feel. maybe not exactly, but i have a concept of it. so i will not judge you. but i won't let this go unanswered, i didn't give up. and neither should you. and you know what happened? honestly, things didn't get better. not right away. but sooner or later everything i was so upset about, juss started to fade away. maybe tell your family how you feel, i know that is so hard. but juss tell them you're trying your best in school, and you have a lot of stress right now. i'm sure they'd understand. my family is constantly disappointed in me also, and i hate it. i constantly feel like i'm never good enough and never will be. is that how you feel? do you feel like you're juss messing everything up and nothing ever goes right? yeah, i've felt that. more often than i should have. but i know not to let things get to me too bad. you're only in high school, you have so many more things ahead of you. and by the time you're twenty, even by the time you're eighteen, all this will have been blown over and forgotten. don't try in school to make others happy, do it for you. for what you want out of life. and i know if your wildest dreams about life could come true, it wouldn't be to juss die and lay in a box in the ground. suicide;; a perminant solution to a temporary problem. by staying here and not juss giving up, you'll become a stronger person. i know i have. i know it's easier said that done. but please, don't juss give up.
i really hope you read this all, and i hope i helped. good luck dear <3
and if you ever do wanna talk or need someone, you can juss email me.
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Thank you, i feel a lot better today, then i was last night, i don't know what i was thinking, and yes things are going to get better by tomorrow:)

Answer 2

how about you stop being a little ***** and grow a pair...you think your life is horrible? Your 17, you haven't even lived. Trust me dying hurts like hell, I did it once, got brought back by those shock paddle things.

Answer 3

dont do this i think about doin this all the time i am only 30 but really my family says im 15 of age im bymyself lost my job last yr i have 3 little ones on my own 8 yr boy,6yr girl and 21 mon boy i have deppression,adhd and stressed dont do this if your family cared they would be there for you and understand ,i was raised by my gma no mom or dad all alone i know its depressing you need attention and someone to love you for you come to my house i have 3 kids i will show u understanding its hard but i try so hard

Answer 4

please dont commit suicide im 20 and trust me ive thought about it many many times..but i will not ever do it because i keep thinking to myself things can only get better from this right?who cares about that girl you will meet many other girls,and about your family they probably wouldnt be giving you such a hard time if they knew what you're going through..when i was in highschool i was insanely depressed ,and my parents i thought hated me..i told them recently what i was going through and they understood better...i suggest maybe you go see a shrink or a specialist? or just someone you trust so much! just remember it can only get better than this..don't result to suicide, just dont do it!! you are so much better than that,and also theres no fun way of dying

Answer 5

Don't do it my friend, don't waste all that potential. I lost my mom, my dad, my mother-in-law and my uncle all in the last 3 years. Also in that time my business folded and all my investments were lost in this stupid economic downturn leaving me almost penniless, I nearly lost my house. I got sick and spent 7 wks in hospital, alot of it in intensive care, since being released I've been told that I have a rare disease that is both progressive and incurable. Mounts up a bit doesn't it? You know what my reply to all this has been? F*** it!
Don't get me wrong, I've been at the bottom and suicide has entered my head, but I refuse to submit. Fight on pal. Fight on! I just found out I've been misdiagnosed, and I'm gonna make it. I got a job and things are looking good.
You just gotta keep fighting.