I’ve been depressed since I was in the 5th grade but I never told my parents about it. Im 17 now and I feel like Im totally alone, like I don’t have any real friends (most of my friends just want to party and get trashed all the time and I just can’t keep up with that kind of lifestyle anymore and stay sane). I sleep maybe 3 hours a night, most of the time i just wander the streets at night. I’m losing a lot of weight, and getting out of bed to go to school seems pointless at times. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do with myself anymore, especially with the summer looming ahead. I need help but i've never talked to my family about this (mostly because my sisters made it clear that they don't care). Should i talk to my friends about this or should I just see a shrink?