I’m an autistic teenage girl. I’ve been really into learning about Chris Chan, including the details about her sex life. The more I learn about her, the more I want to be with her. I’ve always been weirdly attracted to ugly, pathetic people, but it’s never been this strong. I know I’m too young to be in a relationship with Chris, but I daydream about it frequently. I don’t want to troll her or anything. In fact, I would gladly marry her if it wouldn’t ruin my social life. Please help me snap out of it.