Hello there. I'm 14. Honestly, does it matter?
Okay. Here goes. I'm antisocial, unmotivated and I have no purpose. Also, I have imaginary friends. Five of them. Hooray! Oh, another thing. I like to lie for no good reason. Not anything huge or crazy. Nothing that would hurt anyone. I just do it for amusement, on a whim. Sometimes its about my fake cat who had the most adorable fake kittens. Or an amazing adventure at a fake summer camp. Fake, fake, fake. Silly stories to make me smile or seem like I actually have a life. And the worst of it? While I'm busy daydreaming, I'm missing out on my life.
Today I told my two best friends- my only friends- that there was a homeless man living in our house, and that my mother had taken him in. I said he was Jared, and he was funny and nice, that we played video games together. I told of how I heroically saved him after he had a bit too much to drink. It was great. But looking back, I have no clue why I did it.
I guess I don't do this that often, but I consulted an online medical reference and I saw a link that said, "Sociopathic Lier." As I read the description I was horrified. It matched perfectly with how I behaved. I'd like to say that I'm a very mild girl, quiet, kind hearted. I'd never hurt a soul. I just don't want to lie anymore, but it's almost addicting. I don't want I to loose my only companions, but I'm scared I'm not good enough. I'm so scared that I'm different, or messed up or "wrong." What am I? Am I the only one?4 AnswersPsychology6 years ago
I know I should have moved on but I can't. Everything reminds me of him, and its driving me insane. We were neighbors, and the two of us would always walk down to the river and just... talk for hours. Just us. I thought we had something, but I never told him how much he meant to me. When I moved away, it nearly killed me. A thousand miles and four years, and I still have dreams about him. Why didn't I tell him...? Does anyone feel my pain?2 AnswersPsychology6 years ago
I'm a freshman, and my grades are absolutely horrid. The term is about to end, and I'm pretty sure all my teachers are just sick of me. My family is really supportive, but I'm just so lazy, I feel like I let everyone down.
Lately I've been really depressed and I now am in counseling because of my suicidal thoughts. They don't help. I've been absent so many days I've lost track. I'm a loner, (the few friends I make can never stand me) so nobody would miss me.
I honestly don't have anything to live for anymore. If I could kill myself, I would do it. I'd do it in a heartbeat. But I can't. Every time I try, I can never take the pain. I'm a coward, I know perfectly well I am. A person like me is just not cut out for living.1 AnswerMental Health6 years ago
okay so i need presents for my two best friends. they are both girls, my age, fourteen. but they are not regular girls. one is into gaming and likes the legend of zelda and one is an otaku, an anime and manga fan. i am just so stressed right now because i am broke and i can't buy them anything, i can't get them all the nice things they deserve and my mom is broke too so she can't lend me money. i don't know what to do, i am freaking out, i know they go all out with presents and i really don't want them to be let down. arrgh i just really need help!1 AnswerFriends6 years ago
I'm an INTJ. c:6 AnswersPsychology6 years ago
So I sprained my ankle a few days ago and my doctor gave me some crutches. Today I went to school with only one, so I could carry my books better, but it immediately started hurting. Tomorrow I plan to go back using both of them. Is that weird? What will people think?? Help me please I'm so scared!!1 AnswerInjuries6 years ago
So, I just had four pre-molars removed.
Its been roughly five hours, and the Novocaine has worn off so... naturally I'm quite hungry... Of course, today had to be the day my roommate ordered pizza.. The blood has stopped and everything feels alright; is it okay to chow down? Or should I wait a while? Also, would frozen yogurt and such be acceptable?1 AnswerDental6 years ago
I am a freshman, and yet I have absolutely zero career plans. I just don't know what to do! I'm extremely introverted; I don't think I could handle a job, much less an interview! Taxes, bills, mortgages, driving, college, its just too much for me to think about! Help?!2 AnswersOther - Careers & Employment6 years ago
So I've been trading away on Pokemon X and Y, and I had this legit, nearly perfect EV shiny Mew. (Yes, from Faraway Island) and the other guy had a Victini. Wasn't legit OR shiny, although it had Poke'rus or whatever. On impulse, I traded it. Then like five seconds afterwards I was like, WTF?! I really want my Mew back? Was it a good trade???2 AnswersComics & Animation7 years ago
So I have a ton of old games, and I was wondering:
So I have a prized Clefairy. His name is Moon.
Can I trade Moon from Red to Crystal
than to Ruby/Sapphire
than migrate him to Diamond/Pearl,
than transfer to Black/White,
than transfer to Black2/White2,
put him in Pokebank, than send him to X/Y?
Because that would be friggin' amazing.2 AnswersOther - Games & Recreation7 years ago
So I just got 8 rubber spacers an hour ago, sitting in the pediatric waiting room for my ride, and the **** things really hurt! I have never experienced more pain in my life! One side is perfectly fine, and the other is throbbing like I have a steel bar wedged between them! I'll have them for two weeks, and I really don't think I can make it that long. Anything that will help?1 AnswerPain & Pain Management7 years ago
So I have a standard 1.5m USB cable, a fairly old model Dell PC, a Samsung 'Travel adapter' that works with the USB cable, and a completely dead- and quite finicky- iPad mini to work with. Any ideas?1 AnswerPDAs & Handhelds7 years ago
So, here's everything in a nutshell.
I have gym class next period, and I flat out DO NOT WANT TO GO.
My two best friends are sick today, I got zero sleep last night, I don't have my uniform, and some difficult people have been giving me a really hard time.
My plan is to wait until the teacher takes attendance, than sneak off as we start the activities. I'll just hide out in the locker room until class is over.
It's my last period, I have good grades, never have done anything like his before, and have a backup excuse if it comes to the worse.
So should I go ahead with my plan, or just brave it out???3 AnswersOther - Education7 years ago