Why am I scared to study Environment Engineering?

I don't know why what's wrong with me guys?! I like Environmental Engineering because I like to study about the environment. But for some reason I'm scared to study about! I had a Grade 11 class and become the honour student with the highest mark but I don't feel interested into study it because I... show more I don't know why what's wrong with me guys?! I like Environmental Engineering because I like to study about the environment. But for some reason I'm scared to study about! I had a Grade 11 class and become the honour student with the highest mark but I don't feel interested into study it because I feel something wrong with it. I like it but the word engineering sets me off into negative emotions. I can't explain the tragic feeling I'm getting. Why do I feel so scared of it and just could not admit working at that as my career path? I think I'm about to loss my mind and kill myself.
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