I have the only real answer. Get in your car, drive for a while, visit your friends, visit your family, tell them how much you love them, go watch a sunset, eat a good meal, laugh, cry and live life. Find someone you love, get married, have kids and grow old. Then, once you ve done that, you let your body get old and sick. Then die of old age. i think that s the best way to kill yourself. It s not easy, but it sure as hell is fun. It may be hard sometimes, but it s not as hard as writing a letter to your family explaining why you gave up on life. And it s so much easier than any other way, that I can tell you.