Am I going to be okay?

So last Wednesday I binged so I didn't eat until Friday and when I did eat on Friday I took laxatives and ran 6 miles. It's now Wednesday and I hadn't ate since Friday and barely drank any water at all. I did lots of exercising during this time period as well. Well I ate some fruit today and I felt like... show more So last Wednesday I binged so I didn't eat until Friday and when I did eat on Friday I took laxatives and ran 6 miles. It's now Wednesday and I hadn't ate since Friday and barely drank any water at all. I did lots of exercising during this time period as well. Well I ate some fruit today and I felt like a complete failure so I threw most of it up then took 3 laxatives. I'm losing weight rapidly. I'm a 16 year old girl. I guess I really never realized how bad things are getting. I don't want to die. If I am fine after using these laxatives I'll keep starving for as long as I can. I was forced to eat today because if I didn't I was going to get my phone taken away.
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