Is this normal thinking?
For as long as i can remember i was convinced that I wouldn't make it to 18
I couldn't imagine myself in the future at all (and still can't mostly)
It's takes up one third of my mind at all times and it scares me
- Anonymous2 months ago
Wow I feel like I could've wrote this. Pretty much my whole life I promised myself I would commit suicide before I turned 18. I just turned 18 in June and its felt quite surreal and depressing. It's one of the main things preoccupying my mind as well, and it had been for a long time. Unfortunately I don't have a "cure" to let you in on, but just the fact that you posted this and I encountered it means it's probably more common than we think. You're not alone.